the happier you are

the harder the fall.

i cannot believe this is happening. i just can't believe it. but it is. i have been so, so happy. but it was an intricate web of lies. he put in so much time, so much effort, just to lie to me, to make me so happy. fake identity, fake job, fake emails, fake e-tickets, fake colleagues, fake perfection.

no money ever changed hands. what did he get out of this?

i don't know how to pick myself up after this one.